| Purple is a fruit |
[Sep. 21st, 2009|11:18 am] |
I am so over being depressed
i havent even told my mum or family.
im not looking forward to telling them.
my mum is a trained counsellor now :(
i sound like a whinger. very bad habbit
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[Sep. 18th, 2009|10:30 am] |
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Is quite confused in his life at the moment.
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[Sep. 11th, 2009|09:33 am] |
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Hello?
Is anyone out there?
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[May. 12th, 2008|01:35 pm] |
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Hey all!
im definitely getting a new job!
...story of my life!!
what is everyone else up to?
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| my regular gripe! |
[Mar. 31st, 2008|04:10 pm] |
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hello peoples out there in cyber space! i went to a gym to see how much it would cost to join! i couldnt believe how much it was!! well it was 450$ cash or $500 per 6 months but paying every fortnight or month!! and three months is just as expensive!! i almost fell off my seat when he told me that!! how bullshit is that! i dont wanna pay so much money and not use the gym! i might have to try exercising the old fashioned way and start going for walks!! but its not the same as a gym! u cant watch tv lol! i am hungry but i have nothing to eat :S and my job is not cooperating with my idea to get rich quick!! bastards!! i applied for a new job today! i kinda feel bad about it cos the trained me and paid for my accomodation and i just put in an order for business cards aswell!! so yeah i dont know wat to do bout my job! i cant survive on commission only cos its not enough but i like being a insurance advisor cos i dont have my own office or a boss really!! but it could be so easy if i could just get at least one sale a day it would make it all worthwhile!! so yeah its good but i have no self discipline to apply myself 100% so thats y i think i should cut my loses! i wonder how u get self discipline? i wonder if laziness affects self discipline?! lol im sure it does!!! i dont whether to weight a little bit of just cut my loses b4 i start spending alot more then im making! last week i made nothing! it was heartbreaking!! this lady didnt want to buy the policy cos it wasnt able to be paid on a certain month! but i figured out how to fix it tho! im going to go back tommorow in the month that she would like to pay he policy and get her to do a 12 month policy!! and while im there im going to go to the beautiful beach and eat some nice food!! its going to be magical!!!
peace out mo fo's!! |
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| bored |
[Mar. 29th, 2008|01:08 pm] |
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Im thinking about getting a new job.
Anywho does any1 know any good jokes they would like to share? i love really lame ones!!
peace out :) |
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| Ex- Gf look alike! |
[Mar. 28th, 2008|02:33 pm] |
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I just saw a chickee who had the same body and dress sense as a ex gf of mine! i almost blew my load!! she was walking along the road and getting alot of attention from passer bys! i was very tempted to stop and ask her is she wanted a lift!! but i wussed out!! so how is every1 elses day? |
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| Cant sleep! |
[Mar. 25th, 2008|03:48 am] |
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Hello there!
how is everyone today?
please let me know!!
i curent am unable to sleep! I do not know why! i did alot of gardening! i even went for a swim!!
wats up with this not sleeping stuff!! least i have lj to keep me company wen i cant sleep!!
bye bye now!!
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[Mar. 23rd, 2008|12:31 pm] |
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im bored today! i love long weekends! but i also hate short weeks cos it makes it alot harder to make money! anyway i met some really interesting people last week. They were a couple in their late 20's and the chicks father was apart of the Milperra massacre!
which i was kinda amazed by!! they were really nice! they even invited me to go to a party at their place and he talked about pigging! i might ask him if he can take me along next time! ive never been pigging before! and think it would be fun!
anywho next week im going to try out if people are annoyed by walk ins. |
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[Mar. 17th, 2008|01:07 pm] |
I have to remind myself this is what its about!!
AND THIS
AND THIS
AND THIS
AND THIS AFTER A COAT OF PAINT
AND THIS...
It has a sunken loungeroom!! |
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| procrastination is horrid! |
[Mar. 17th, 2008|12:21 pm] |
i was just wondering does anyone actually have a job they really enjoy doing? Because i like my job but im really not inspired by it and what i actually sell! is this dream job a reality or just a myth that some rich guy made up so that you will work for himso you can inface make him even more richer!? im so confused! i dont know if i want this job or not! if it works out i could make alot of money but it is commission only at the moment! but at the moment i am spending more money then i am making!! which shits me to tears!! but i think i should i look at it like this: if i didnt have this job i probly wouldnt have one anywho so what ever i make is a bonus! i have made goals each week and i have goneno where near any of them!! anywho. I MADE MY FIRST ACTUALL SALE BY MYSELF LAST WEEK!!!!!! it was great cos i had been feeling down cos my bos had been basicly making my sales for me!! and the lovely people that bought my products gave me a baked lunch! and it was awsome!! :) so that kinda makes the job wothwhile! but it is a much harder job then i thought it would be! 3 PEOPLE FROM MY TRAINING COURSE HAVE LEFT ALREADY!! fucking caps lock!! and that was just over a month ago!!
ive decided i want to buy a house in a years time! i went and looked at this place on the weekend and it was awsome! it was a unit with high ceilings and purple/maroon walls!! and the bedrooms are this horrible bright blue but they said they will paint them! and the toilet is orange come to think of it! they want $260,000 for it! but another unit in the same complex went for $252,000.
which makes me also think i vote in australia because its compulsory! but i also like to complain cosi ts wat i do :S but i hate our new prime minister! i didnt hate him wen he wasnt the prime minister tho!
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| TGIF!! |
[Mar. 7th, 2008|04:58 pm] |
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im getting beta! ive got a cold :( that has now turned into a cough!! its kinda painful... least i slept properly last nite. i had such a shocking week!! its terrible wen u get sick wen u just start a new job cos ur not on the top of your game! another bloke who started the job with me at the same time but in a different has already had enough! i really wanna know why too!! Lol i love gossip!! haha its been passed from newcastle to mandra (WA) to coffs
haha. (i need some friends :( i would laugh but its just sad) ive got an appointment on saturday!! Lol i got this job so i didnt have to work weekends!! meh i have not done alot this week so i guess its alright!! i made appointments for next week and i have 6 for the start of the week already. so ive made a good start! which has put me in a good mood which i havent been in a long time!! i think i may need to drink alcohol tonite! i like drinking alcohol! |
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| i havent done a random rant in so long! |
[Feb. 29th, 2008|10:17 pm] |
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I have a cold! and its kiling me!!
i also have work to do but i dont have the energy to do it! i wanted to do it yesterday but i didnt get my paper work till 530pm Friday!! i also feel weird about ring and trying to make appointments on a saturday!! which sets me back in the week! how does one oranise one self?
i made a start by buying a watch! i havent worn one for years! its kinda daggy 80's style lol! ....but not apparently "cool" 80's style! but i hate al the people who dress retro 80's!!! they should be shot! girls do not look sexy in pants that are pulled up way to high or are made to look like thats wats happened! its like a nun possesed them or a over protective father have dressed them...along with that chastity belt that she has a key to but daddy doesnt know!
anywho i got this job so i could double my wage and work 4 days a week! so its not going to plan yet! i also wanna buy a PS3!! and a new tv to play it on!! ive set a goal after i have made a grand in 6 weeks in a row or damn near close i wil go out and buy one!! im so excited about the idea of a PS3!!
im also going to join a gym!! i love to eat junk food! which is bad but i love it and im too lazy to try and cook! i read on bender's journal about 29 cent maccas burgers so now i feel like macca's!! and im going to have it!! lol fuck it il join a gym soon and get healthish.
Im also contemplating going to the movies or the driving range! my gf would get cranky if i went to the movies by myself when she is at work. i dont think i could be bothered to go to the driving range cos i need to go out of the way to get my golf clubs cos they are in storage! and i think i may go to a movie tonite! i think i will go to the plaza and buy a new phone instead! bah im buying a $59 phone!! ....whoooooooooooooooooo! lol!
I went out for a little while last nite as i had to pick my gf up from dinner. and it was cold but i wore a jumper and it was kinda worth it! lol friend of a friend told us she shat herself wen she had food poisioning! i was like why are you telling people this? meh random gorss stories are funny! also the restaurant my gf went to hired this girl who went home randomly with another friend of a friend and was so drunk she wet herself and then got up and left and didnt clean the lounge! thats so gross but kinda really funny! funy cos its not my lounge :D
im wondering wats the grossest thing uve done wen ur drunk my learned friends?
anywho im going to go buy a new phone!
peace out
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[Feb. 29th, 2008|01:19 pm] |
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from photobucket
wat code do i use to post a photo?
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[Feb. 29th, 2008|10:46 am] |
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i dont wanna see an old fat man dancing in his dirty white undies! |
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[Feb. 28th, 2008|02:29 pm] |
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Hello there to any1 who reads this dribble :P
i have a new job! im a Insurance Advisor!! so i basicly work for myself as a sales rep. and i am so unmotivated!! its terrible!! ive only been in the job by myself from the start of the week and its now thursday!! i havent done anything much this week!! and my bos will easily see that i am not working!! and then i will loose my job and have to llok for another one! i thort id be better at this job much quicker!! so i think that may be wats got me down and i havent been sleeping properly! i really need to find something that will motivate me and make me work hard and try and do a good job instead of running thru the motions!! this is a really good opportunity and i dont wanna fuck it up! but i have already!!
bah!!
im going to go make some appointments! i think i should just go do things and not procrastinate on the web all ay and then stress cos i havent done anything!!
i used to be a happy person...im kinda over everything... like its all kinda too hard!
anywho...im going to stop wallowing in self pity now
by the way wat drugs are used to treat anxiety?
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